ReneePruitt
Cathlete
Thank you also Katie about kind words about my son, you to Melissa. I know others problem think they'd dismiss there kids or whatever but it is hard balancing things, like,not enable him but show love, be supportive at a distance, know what to say when he is dramatic or when not to talk. Know when to tell it to him straight without worrying it is gonna make him go hurt hisself. I tell you it zaps my energy, I have so much to say that might snap him out of it or make it worse but not sure when to do that. The other day I let him half just a piece of my mind and I thought he was gonna do something drastic but it seemed to do something but I don't know if it is a fluke. I just try to pray and stop worrying it helps for a few hours, then he pops in my head again that I hope he is ok. I see his face in my mind he is such a beautiful boy. He used to be so funny and loving. I wish I had money I'd open up a rehab for young boys and young men. There is a lot for females and nothing for guys. I'd open it and run it to get these kids counseling and make them work in community for charity and it would be Christian based. It's so hard seeing someone you live with all ur heart to slowly be killing them self