NancyAZ
Cathlete
So, as the date for my first RT approaches I'm starting to get more nervous about the whole thing, including whether I'm going to be so disappointed with myself concerning the workouts that I'm going to end up being sorry I went. I have been wanting to attend for a few years, so this was not a new or spontaneous decision on my part. It's a really big one, though, as not knowing anyone going in is a huge step outside my comfort zone.
I was doing a new-to-me Cardio Coach today and barely made it through the first challenge, seriously considering quitting the workout (which I rarely, rarely do). I rallied and ended up strong with it, but it sure got me thinking even more about the RT and my endurance level.
I'm already disappointed in myself in that I had big plans for being in the best shape of my life for the RT -- it's not like I didn't have plenty of time to get ready. And yet, as the day gets closer I find myself eating horribly (diet has always been a struggle for me anyway) and having gained about 20+ pounds since my retirement. And even knowing that the departure day is just a few short weeks away, I continue to eat poorly. It's just crazy. And I really need to get new workout clothes (trust me, I really do need them!) and knowing how they're going to look is not helping.
I have no intention of cancelling or anything. And I'm still very excited and looking forward to it overall. I don't even know what I'm looking for in posting this -- validation? encouragement? reassurance? Who knows. I just felt compelled to put it out there.
Thanks for listening!
I was doing a new-to-me Cardio Coach today and barely made it through the first challenge, seriously considering quitting the workout (which I rarely, rarely do). I rallied and ended up strong with it, but it sure got me thinking even more about the RT and my endurance level.
I'm already disappointed in myself in that I had big plans for being in the best shape of my life for the RT -- it's not like I didn't have plenty of time to get ready. And yet, as the day gets closer I find myself eating horribly (diet has always been a struggle for me anyway) and having gained about 20+ pounds since my retirement. And even knowing that the departure day is just a few short weeks away, I continue to eat poorly. It's just crazy. And I really need to get new workout clothes (trust me, I really do need them!) and knowing how they're going to look is not helping.
I have no intention of cancelling or anything. And I'm still very excited and looking forward to it overall. I don't even know what I'm looking for in posting this -- validation? encouragement? reassurance? Who knows. I just felt compelled to put it out there.
Thanks for listening!