I know what you mean about needing to punch something. My circumstance isn't the same as yours, which I am truly sorry about. But my father just recently had a heart attack and I've been having trouble doing or thinking about anything else. So today, my husband made me go and hit the bag with him for a while, then later, I decided to do MMA Boxing with the heavy bag bonus, and I do feel a little better. But I guess it's just one day at a time. I'm hoping when I get the new dvd's, it will help motivate me more.