For the record, this jet lag is hard to shake! My body is still twelve hours off, on Thai time.
Looking at the comments, I decided to get strong and sweaty after all. Amazon had a reasonable price for the set, and it will arrive soon. It is a splurge! Friday I did bouldering at the gym with my coach. Nothing complicated, mainly for mileage and to see style improvement from overseas. There were several! Coach Matt then had me do core work. He had me do the pike to pushup (i can now do five or so before needing a break, and a set is ten), a new one where you hang straight arms on rings for 30 seconds total with knees up - that takes me two or three tries to do all 30 seconds), and dead bug with a twist - Matt pushes on my arms and legs to make sure I am fully tensed. Ouch and DOMS today! Clearly good exercises though. We did two sets.
Saturday I worked and slept. Sunday to come, climbing gym and I ought to do a weight workout plus cardio ... and finish unpacking.
Pictures from Thailand are posted on Facebook. Many fun times! And I also pushed personal boundaries again, between tent camping on the beach, climbing at my personal limits and beyond, and doing deep water soloing despite being literally terrified to the point of shaking. Also I climb better outdoors even though it is harder. I actually attempt more difficult routes outdoors, which is not normal. All good.
Cindy: Neat that you are skiing! And ((hugs)) for bravery. It is good practice and feels so empowering when you push through, doesn't it?
Michelle: loved seeing Toby on fb. You two are great together. So very glad you have him, and your sister, and family.
Laura:So great to have you back, and good luck with that wrist!!!! So frustrating to have to deal with the touches that refuse to heal.
Janie: waves and kudos on taking rest days!
An aside. The surprising thing to me in rebuilding from deep grief is how many layers there are, and how joy, sadness, new memories and old, blend amongst one another. Accepting that grief bursts are valid and finite (though they still come) has been part of finding myself again, as has embracing moments of joy without guilt ... frankly I cannot celebrate holidays yet. Got closer this year. It is a help to see each of us living with positive intent, in the midst of our individual struggles, and chaotic times. Thank you each one!