Lori,
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts truly are with with you.
I also have a wonderful dog, Katie, who I honestly don't think is long for this world. Although Katie is only 3 years old she has many health issues. She has a severe case of idiopathic epilespsy and some odd neurological problems (foot drop being one of them). So many of my non-dog owning friends think I'm absolutely nuts for the amount of money I spend on her numerous medications (Zonegran, diazepam, Phenobarb and Potassium Bromide), but I do believe they help control her seizures. (Heck, I even take her to a "doggie neurologist.")
This X-shelter dog keeps me company when husband goes on business trips, she never gets angry with with me and is always pleased to see me. Who could ask for a more loyal friend?
I understand your pain......Thank you for reminding me about my best buddy...I'm going to give her a big hug.
Cyberhugs to you!