Thank you Annette
I'm in California, so it's about 7:45 a.m. The first thing I did when I got up was to pray for your comfort this morning, Annette.
The grief will come in waves, like the ocean waves, you know?
You will get used to it; do let yourself grieve. At John's memorial, a dear lady told me "It is good to mourn".
The waves of sadness do eventually come fewer and further between, but at first it feels overwhelming.
But when you feel weakest, that is when you are strongest.
I won't stop praying for you and your family.