thanks for all of your repsonses. its like i think that its never going to happen to me (skin cancer) but it already has; i've had several precancerous spots removed. Being i'm only 28 thats pretty bad. I have this all or nothing mindset about tanning (just like my eating and exercising) either i'm tanning with no sunscreen or i'm never stepping foot in the sun (which is unrealistic as i'm an avid fisher woman) I have sooooo many freckles and i've lost skin elasticity on my forearms due to overexposure. My skin is so blotchy on my face from tanning all these years. i also have some tiny spots of no pigment on my legs. My moms skin looks terrible and she has had all sorts of basal cell removed from her arms which i don't want to go through. I'm going to recommit myself to wearing sunscreen daily and especially when i'm out in the sun all day! my skin always looks better in the winter anyway so i need to embrace the real me which is pale skinned.