gidget1978
Cathlete
Good Morning
Im up pretty early. Couldn't really sleep. I fell asleep just fine but woke up about 3:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. And now its almost 6 and I am ready to start my day. Its a holiday here today so I shouldn't have a manager under my feet Hopefully I will get some reading done at work.
We had a good weekend. We weren't up as late as I thought on Sat night b/c this crowd is a bunch of night owls. Yesterday we drove back, picked DS up and went back to the cabin again and didn't get home until 10 last night. Of course when we came back midafternoon to pick DS up, I did 50 mins of cardio.
Alright.....so here it is......I don't know how else to say this then to spit it out....I'm expecting again. I was gonna put a face next to that but I don't know which one to use to be honest. As if thinking it last month wasn't bad enough...you would think I would have taken some precautions this month. I took a test yesterday afternoon, just b/c I had it here. One line was faint and the other bright but they were both there. We picked up another one so I could take it today. I woke up at 3:30 b/c I needed to pee and thought WTH...just as well. Sure enough. I have mixed emotions about it but DH is beaming from ear to ear. I just think about trying to manage 3 kids. Trying to manage a baby, while trying to help DS catch up as much as we can. We were almost free from child care, now I'm back there again. I only work PT, what kind of unemployment will I get while I'm off of work. I def have to finish my course. Now we don't have a spare bedroom in our house. Should I even buy a car now or a van? Will I hate the smell of coffee this time and the look of salads? When should we tell people? Should I still do the HM? There goes shopping! Oh...and then there is the sick,tired and fat part. The three things I hate the least. Anything you could possibly think of is going through my brain. A BABY??? AGAIN?? :s There...there is the face! All in all, I am sure I will be happy in a few days. I am just not thrilled right now b/c I know how gross I'm going to feel in just a couple of weeks. I love being able to go,go,go....now I'm gonna want to nap, nap,nap!
Anyway....this time it will be different. I am going to stay active instead of sitting on my behind and gaining 50 lbs. And I am still considering doing the half but just doing it comfortably. My period would have only been a week late when it was time for the HM anyway.....some people probably are and don't even know it! LOL And I wanted to spend some money at lulu sooooo bad!
So, today's workout is a run outside I think. I was going to get on the TM but its a beautiful day. I have a feeling its cold though b/c there is frost on the ground. Hopefully I will get time for some weight before or after the run.
Iris** I am sure you will find the perfect dress! Now I am really going to be living through you. No shows for me anytime soon
Melissa** That's awesome news! You must like this guy. Every women loves a nice big kitchen, Lord knows I do. Thankfully I have one (not with surround sound though
) but sometimes there still isn't enough room.
Helene** Nice workout!!
I only had time to read yesterday's post. I may dig deeper today...depending on how much time I have! I could be on the phone off and on.
Lori
Im up pretty early. Couldn't really sleep. I fell asleep just fine but woke up about 3:30 and couldn't get back to sleep. And now its almost 6 and I am ready to start my day. Its a holiday here today so I shouldn't have a manager under my feet Hopefully I will get some reading done at work.
We had a good weekend. We weren't up as late as I thought on Sat night b/c this crowd is a bunch of night owls. Yesterday we drove back, picked DS up and went back to the cabin again and didn't get home until 10 last night. Of course when we came back midafternoon to pick DS up, I did 50 mins of cardio.
Alright.....so here it is......I don't know how else to say this then to spit it out....I'm expecting again. I was gonna put a face next to that but I don't know which one to use to be honest. As if thinking it last month wasn't bad enough...you would think I would have taken some precautions this month. I took a test yesterday afternoon, just b/c I had it here. One line was faint and the other bright but they were both there. We picked up another one so I could take it today. I woke up at 3:30 b/c I needed to pee and thought WTH...just as well. Sure enough. I have mixed emotions about it but DH is beaming from ear to ear. I just think about trying to manage 3 kids. Trying to manage a baby, while trying to help DS catch up as much as we can. We were almost free from child care, now I'm back there again. I only work PT, what kind of unemployment will I get while I'm off of work. I def have to finish my course. Now we don't have a spare bedroom in our house. Should I even buy a car now or a van? Will I hate the smell of coffee this time and the look of salads? When should we tell people? Should I still do the HM? There goes shopping! Oh...and then there is the sick,tired and fat part. The three things I hate the least. Anything you could possibly think of is going through my brain. A BABY??? AGAIN?? :s There...there is the face! All in all, I am sure I will be happy in a few days. I am just not thrilled right now b/c I know how gross I'm going to feel in just a couple of weeks. I love being able to go,go,go....now I'm gonna want to nap, nap,nap!
Anyway....this time it will be different. I am going to stay active instead of sitting on my behind and gaining 50 lbs. And I am still considering doing the half but just doing it comfortably. My period would have only been a week late when it was time for the HM anyway.....some people probably are and don't even know it! LOL And I wanted to spend some money at lulu sooooo bad!
So, today's workout is a run outside I think. I was going to get on the TM but its a beautiful day. I have a feeling its cold though b/c there is frost on the ground. Hopefully I will get time for some weight before or after the run.
Iris** I am sure you will find the perfect dress! Now I am really going to be living through you. No shows for me anytime soon
Melissa** That's awesome news! You must like this guy. Every women loves a nice big kitchen, Lord knows I do. Thankfully I have one (not with surround sound though
Helene** Nice workout!!
I only had time to read yesterday's post. I may dig deeper today...depending on how much time I have! I could be on the phone off and on.
Lori
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