Ok, so i'm re-thinking my decision right now. First, I have not filled my script yet from my doc. Why you may ask, well, i just don't feel comfortable with it. I went to my doc and said i felt sad and i have trouble sleeping and turning my thinking off. She automatically said, "its depression" and prescribed me 50mg of zoloft (which to me is a lot to start someone on) I've been analyzing myself for the past 2 days and have come to realize that i tend to be negative and i hold myself into this grumpy pissed off place for NO REASON! Part of it is i think i have gotten so strick with my food and working out that i don't want to do anything and i have fear that if i give myself a little flexibility that i will gain weight. A pill is not going to help these thoughts so i have decided that instead of allowing a pill to fix my problems i'm going to go speak to a therapist instead. If the therapist decides i need meds then i will take them. I don't think that a primary doc should be prescribing meds so freely like this. I definately believe that some people need them but i'm not sure right now if i'm in a true chemical depression state. So until i start working on me through cognitive therapy, that prescription is remaining unfilled.