What becomes of the broken hearted?

[Pinny150]

I really want to know the answer...because it's been awhile....but it's here. And I only try to post positive, funny, encouraging things to others on here, because that is what keeps ME going.....But sometimes you just need to admit moments of weakness when you're life isn't as peachy as everyone thinks it is. (Well it IS peachy...just got thrown a curve ball)
I've never let emotions get in the way of doing a workout (that happened today)...I never drink at home anymore(since I quit smoking)...I'm doing that now....and it's the first time in a long time I've craved one, REALLY craved one....and it's taking all the strength I have to keep it just a craving. Ever have one of those days you wish you never got up? Or days you don't want to be alone too long because the tears might start and never stop? Or days where the "worst possible scenario" happened? Yeah I'm having one of those days........and probably will end up being a few days..hopefully not weeks......who knows...I was planning on doing RS in the morning, maybe it will send me on my way back to PeachyLand......I feel better now....

Iris

 

[spyrosmom]

Hugs to you!!! Having a bumpy patch sucks. No smokes!!!! Its not worth it! Maybe you need one of those nights where the tears won't stop. Put in a sad movie, read a sappy book. Sometimes a good cry followed by a long sleep will make everything look rosier in the morning. RS is a good way to start a happy day tomorrow. Let tonight be sad, and wake up happy tomorrow. I understand, but its best not to wallow. Let it out and start over!!

Happy tomorrow,
Nan

 

[meowracer]

So sorry to hear you are having a rough time today. I hope it doesn't continue on for you, and that the sunshine comes out soon and shines right on you...so much so that you get a nice, good sunburn Meanwhile, like Nan said, no smokes. It is not worth it. And don't beat yourself up - tomorrow is a new day with maybe a new workout. And if you miss it again, well, don't beat yourself up for that either. Of course, you will feel better after it, so try. Meanwhile, we are here for you - sending you hugs and smiles.

 

[Pinny150]

Thanks guys... It is the next morning...smoke free...vodka free...a box of tissues empty....and RS calling my name. I just needed to be the depressed one yesterday(still somewhat today...you know how it comes in waves? You feel good for a minute..and than bam! It hits ya). And it is so hard to listen to the advice you would give to someone else when you are personally going through it...............

 

[Beavs]

Go buy yourself some new workout gear and you'll feel a tad better
Hang in there!

 

[jodijodi]

Hope RS helps you today and things continue to look rosier. Sending positive thoughts and vibes your way!

 

[LauraMax]

Awww poor Pinny, I think so many of us can relate! I had a seriously ugly break up about 3 years ago & it's only recently I can honestly say I'm totally over it & ready to move on. But that took a lot of time & a lot of tears. Also a lot of patience on the part of my friends & family, listening to me whine about how sad I was.

Anyway, I know "time heals all wounds" is a cliche, but that doesn't make it any less true. And in the meantime, stay close to the people who care about you, & try your best to focus on the GOOD things in your life!

 

[LaughingWater]

Just remember that, thanks to the ebb and flow of life, nothing is permanent. These difficult moments will pass. (hug)