I'm 32 yo, I started with Cathe about 3 years ago. I completely get where you are now. When I turned 30 I let some things go which actually took a huge burden off of me. I stopped trying to be happy about things that I was not happy about. I stopped dating (not that you have to do that.) because it was such a drag. I stopped pretending that I was ok when I wasn't. I also looked back on every experience I had and realized that at this point in my life, I have so many more tools and skills to deal with life than I did in my 20s. There is no way I would go back. For me 30 was a release. Its also a reminder that life is a finite journey, so be sure to get out there and do what you want to now, do your races, do your heavy weight rotations, do the yoga, do everything!!!!! Don't skip what you want in an attempt to do what other people expect of you. I did and in retrospect I wasted time. Bleh!!! Wish I could get that
Btw, I read every post and all of the posters had great things to say and I am so looking forward to 40, 50 and beyond. I anticipate great things for myself. I see a graduate degree in my future, I see lots of races, I see lots of doms, I see yoga retreats, I see restoring my business to glory (the economy is going to pick up, I promise
) I see myself relaxing into my skin.
What do you see for you? I can tell you that I see great things!!!