Hey girls!!!!!! Oh my, how I need my checkin fix
I did STS Back/Bi Meso1 today. I had lost 3 lbs as of last Sat, but then DH and I had a HUGE cheat meal on Saturday....do I dare disclose what I ate? So now up a lb, I really need to lose these 10 lbs. I finally realized what a toll losing Maddy has had on me, besides gaining weight, my blood pressure is really high (I think that's what happens when I have so much inner turmoil). It was 160/100, I know, I know, OMG....I started taking my BP pills every other day, I am amazed that grief does this to me. I had same problem when Mom and Dad passed. That and major depression that I couldn't shake (and subsequently was put on anti-depressants). I wish there was an easier way for me to get through this grief, but I've determined that I don't do grief well. When I lost my FIL 18 mths ago, that was nothing...it really affects me with those I'm really attached to, so I told DH that he HAS to die before me, no questions asked! He said, how can we guarantee that?
I have looked at puppies just to see and justify to myself that it isn't an option and maybe that's my way of processing the grief. I don't know how these people just go and get another pet...I remember how my sis latched onto my Aunt after Mom died and I knew I didn't need or want a Mom replacement, so it's the same thing with Maddy. It's amazing how much dogs cost initially then the vet bills in the beginning and of course end of life care, not to mention the day to day. I do not want to put myself in this predicament again, sure they give you lots of love, but the hurt at the end is bad for me and all for I estimate $20,000 over the life of the pet (if they live to 13yrs which is an avg age for dogs I think). I know they give you lots of love, but I get a lot from DH and the kids. Speaking of kids, my oldest son turned 21 yesterday!!! OMG, am I old enough to have a 21 yr old?
Murphy, glad you are still around!!!! Having a house on the market is tough, maybe do more walks/stairs, etc?
Kathryn, sounds like you had a nice vacation. That dessert your DH had sounded like it could make one sick and my cheat dessert Saturday wasn't near that much (but oh so yummy). good for you for running on vacation, did you ever run around the decks of a ship? I'm thinking that may be cool.
Mary, How's the hip doing? Are you riding like the wind on the bike?
Ronne, hope you are having a blast! And I don't mean a Cathe blast...LOL, such a comic I am!
Well, back to work. They are hiring more contractors here, and I recommended a guy I used to work with. Well....the boss just told me this guy has the skills but his personally can be an issue. So, let that be a lesson that people remember when you are a butt and it pays to take your lumps graciously (ie, when they laid him off last year). Needless they will take him on if he is interested, but then the kicker is he can't decide...blah blah blah. Last time I may stick my neck out for someone.