LauraMax
Cathlete
I've held off on posting this b/c I'm still pretty emotional about it. But here goes........
Cosmo is gone. It'll be 2 weeks on Thursday & while I thought I was prepared I wasn't even close. I had no idea how much I'd miss that sweet, dopey old dog.
One day while she was eating breakfast her back legs went out from under her & she never got up again. I lay on the kitchen floor w/her for about 3 hours begging & pleading w/her to stand up. When it became clear she wasn't going to I made the call.
I wish I could say she went peacefully like Kathryn's Scooter but she didn't. It was very traumatic, it was the hardest thing I've ever done & the worst day of my life.
I do take comfort in knowing I did everything I could for her for as long as possible & I didn't let her suffer. But she deserved it. She was the best friend a girl could ask for. She was with me thru college, grad school, marriage, divorce & about a dozen moves up & down the eastern seaboard, but she was always happy as long as she was by my side. I had a bond w/her I never had w/any animal or human. A piece of me is gone with her & I'll never be the same again. I'll be OK, just not the same.
Cosmo is gone. It'll be 2 weeks on Thursday & while I thought I was prepared I wasn't even close. I had no idea how much I'd miss that sweet, dopey old dog.
One day while she was eating breakfast her back legs went out from under her & she never got up again. I lay on the kitchen floor w/her for about 3 hours begging & pleading w/her to stand up. When it became clear she wasn't going to I made the call.
I wish I could say she went peacefully like Kathryn's Scooter but she didn't. It was very traumatic, it was the hardest thing I've ever done & the worst day of my life.
I do take comfort in knowing I did everything I could for her for as long as possible & I didn't let her suffer. But she deserved it. She was the best friend a girl could ask for. She was with me thru college, grad school, marriage, divorce & about a dozen moves up & down the eastern seaboard, but she was always happy as long as she was by my side. I had a bond w/her I never had w/any animal or human. A piece of me is gone with her & I'll never be the same again. I'll be OK, just not the same.