So anywhoooo......
Because they have such sensitive eyes and skin, we can't be outside during peak sun hours and they wear SPF swimsuits that cover most of their body. (Catherine, I'm sure the dermatlogy nurse in you is clapping her hands right now.) So they wear glasses that transition to sunglasses and hats etc etc.
Well I was really stressed over the last few years between bullying and trying to find indoor play areas and my husband traveling etc etc etc. (I hope you are all getting all the etc's cause there are lots of them...) So I went to a therapist to try and reduce some of my stress. He gave me suggestions, really stupid ones I might add, like "Take deep breaths", "Imagine yourself on your favorite beach" Go out for a walk"
Yeah like I want to saran wrap 2 kids and head out for a "fun filled" walk in the park!!! So I fired him.
The next guy told me to find a hobby and meet new friends. I guess he meant in my next lifetime. I told him, I'm 40 yrs old, I 've had the same friends my entire life and then some. I have a great family and great nursing care for my younger son who also needs a pacemaker, but that's one big ETC.
Fired him too.
Finally, I found a woman therapist who told me to get exercise tapes and do them at home. I said " Do I look fat in this stress"??? And she laughed and said. Just do it. So I bought Buns of Steel and off I went. Pretty soon I was like Oh TamiLee whoever I could soooo kick your butt and started looking for something more advanced. Found CATHE!!!!. Hated the bitch the minute I put Stepworks in. Was like Yeah right, I could ever do THAT kind of exercise.
But I did it. And I did Stepworks for 4 months straight. (Yup, gonna need new knees in my 50's). And then I started ordering everything she made. That was 5 years ago and I have never looked back.
So, here I am today on a check in page feeling good about my accomplishments. But the best part was that I was able to reduce my stress in the healthiest way possible. And set a good example for my boys. They are both junior black belts in karate (indoor sport!!!) And I have found some great friends, gone on a road trip, and became a PEEP.
So there's my story Peeps, thanks for all the encouragement and for listening to me. NOW I feel pretty good about this exercise thing, but i still wouldn't piss any of you off, cause from what I've read, you could so take me down!!!!! I couldn't do a chin up if you all lifted me.
But never say never
elliemom