My oldest started school last year, when I was also pregnant (talk about making myself an emotional mess). He got on the bus, I tried to be cool but by the time I turned around to go back into the house I lost it totally.... I felt like my heart was ripped out and drove over by a truck. I think I will have a hard time this year too, I like having my Keaton home, he is my little pizano as I call him ( Itallian for buddy). It stinks when they are in school, cuz its like your going all over again between the homework and dressing him in the "right" style and all that junk. its exhausting. But the must be educated, right. I think when my last finally goes to school, I will need to have a zoloft/prozac/paxil smoothie every morning cuz its gonna hurt..haha