Yo.
What up.
I've been working on my paper for school and the Powerpoint that's due for tonight all last night and all day today. WTF is wrong with me?!?!? I am NOT a procrastinator. I need a kick in the arse. I'm just so tired that I have no energy to even do homework. My brain is too tired to think.
I reeeaallly don't have time for personals because I only just got into work at noon. I went to the Dr. today about my fatigue and had emotional breakdown there.
I still want to cry right now. Let's just say he referred me to a great therapist....
Everytime I go to the Dr. (today I went to a new Dr. since my current one SUCKS) the subject of my parents comes up and I break down like a jackass. I've been having nightmares about them and their divorce every night for the past two weeks. They officially hate each other now. I have nightmares about my Mom's new boyfriend calling my Dad and threatening him and harassing him. It's awful.
Anyway, I had bloodwork done and if that comes back fine the Dr. thinks I have fibromyalgia. I have every single symptom of it. It's crazy.
Alright, I have to go. I love you all more than you'll ever know. I really appreciate having you all to talk to/vent to/cry to/laugh with so much--you're my lifeline.
ETA: Oh, and despite my fatigue I managed to do 4DS Kickbox cardio, KPC Intermediate and High Intensity Drills, and Drill Max cardio drills last night. I KICKED ASS!!! (It was about a 75 minute w/o). Good, huh?!?!?
And this morning was GS Legs and KPC abs. Amazingly enough working out is the only thing that gives me energy. It's tough to get going but once I do and once I'm finished I feel SOOOO much better!