Just wanted to let you know, you are in good company!
I too was forced into inactivity for the last month: work, work, work and family, family, family. Pfffffffffffffff.
Now I feel like shit and look like shit and that's not motivating at all! So I am going to have to dig deep and find that core of myself that reminds me that I deserve this and that can persuade me that I am going to feel fabulous in just 2 weeks because I know from experience that this is true.
So, I will put my ego on hold (what?!?! no Imax 2?!?!?), not try and do the workouts I was doing when forced to take the break, and give myself a break here. Instead, I will do workouts that are FUN and which MAKE ME FEEL GOOD EVEN IF I DON'T LOOK IT, and that can PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE. These are my criteria for starting back.
I have also promised myself to finally start yoga and pilates. Because my body, aging fast and starting menopause (how delightful!) is screaming out for them. Otherwise, I think I will go demented any day now because my life seems to be all about doing crap for other people (teenage daughters who are so needy, needy, needy, a husband who pisses me off about 1000 times a day, and undergrad students who have SO MANY QUESTIONS ... ALWAYS!).
Time to take the next month back: it's all mine. My advice: as always, do what makes you feel good. I'm planning a long powerwalk through town later, see the fall foliage, let the wind toss my hair about, listen to the new Pink album (love that). It might even rain a lot. Who cares? Just get me out of here!!!
Clare