I don't count calories, diet, or weigh myself. I suffered from an ED for many years (bulimic), and obsessed about my weight. I contstantly thought about food in terms of "good or bad." Dieting was a vicious cycle of deprivation and over indulgence. I finally came to peace with my body. I only get weighed once a year, at my annual physcial and my weight has been stable for 5 years.