I know that the intensity of my emotion will eventually subside and my life will continue and probably even get better than it was before, but right now I am in the desperate stage of just trying to get through each day one at a time without breaking down. This is the only forum I visit regularly on the web and wondered if anyone hear had gone through this before and could offer any advice or sources of support on the web, in book form or organizations in NY. Any input is appreciated. Thank you!