Hi Ladies,
Thursday I was so beat again, that I decided getting my steps 10.000 steps done was w/o enough for me. At least I slept well last night! I woke up sometime during the night needing to pee and discovered my Kindle in bed with me. Normally once I start drifting off I put my Kindle on my nightstand, so I must really have been out of it.
I am trying not to be too hard on myself for missing workouts. I really love my workouts, but like you other mother hens are saying I have to take it easy. Besides being tired I do feel good. It's just the commute to and from work, 8 hour workdays and helpling with homework and cooking etc. is all taking a toll on me at the moment. I think during my last pregnancy I stopped my workouts pretty early in the pregnancy, but I was 25 then... and not working out at home, but at a gym and just not in the best place emotionally. I was often alone as my ex had a busy social life and was off in Germany playing American football throughout most of my pregnancy. What a difference this time around!
Missy - I am so sorry to read you are having a hard time rejoining the workforce. IT is a tough field to have been missing from as things change so drastically, but it sounds like you are doing everything right, staying on top of it with courses. The important thing is to be passionate and eager, and don't forget to network (LinkedIn, Twitter etc.). Perhaps even consider moving to a different field, either within IT or a completely different field you are passionate about. I work as a software tester and know there is often a shortage of testers with a programming background (which I do not have), so who knows... perhaps that could be interesting for you. There's a whole network of testers, also specifically for women (womenwhotest.com). Like the others say, keep your faith and don't stop believing in yourself!