Tia,
You are completely in my thoughts. I hope can say I completely understand. I was diagnosed last September, 2005. This time last year I didn't have any hair and was just at the beginning of my cancer journey. There are many other survivors on this board, who are happily working out to Cathe (probably more aggresively than I am) too!
What is a subcutaneous mastectomy? Is that like a lumpectomy?
I am wondering if what you feel is actually drainage, not sweat. Do you have one or two plastic bulbs coming out of the incision, filling with reddish liquid? Drainage doesn't have a great smell.
My armpit felt spongy too. I mean, when I touched it. Like I said, I didn't feel anything undermy arm per se, just the most overt touching, or strangely enough, the lightest touch.
My BC armpit looks different than my healthy side. You can tell something's missing under there and it's become tight since I started exercising again. It's not painful and I do have full range of motion; it's just uncomfy sometimes.
But please ALLOW YOURSELF TIME TO HEAL! Try not to fret over the Workouts right now. Your energy goes into your healing right now. I know some ladies here kept working out to Cathe while they healed, albeit, lightly. I chose to keep riding my horse and gave up the workouts.
Did your Doctor tell you about doing your stretches for your arm as soon as you can, to prevent "frozen shoulder"?
This sounds stupid, but are you living in the USA? Someone should have contacted you from the American Cancer Society to see if you would like a Reach to Recovery volunteer to come and talk to you.
If you wanted to continue this conversation privately rather than on the boards, please feel free to email me! I would love to talk, if you need it!
OK, enough lecture from me!
XOXO from a fellow survivor!
Susan L.G.