fitover40
Cathlete
Hi everyone, hope you all had a good weekend. I did CTX UB Saturday...it was tough, my stomach was still hurting on Fri evening....I think I fed it too much before it was ready, plus I think I was a bit dehydrated and just not fueled up. Then Sunday I did B&G leg blast premix + stab ball abs bonus....that's a toughie and was tough but slowly feeling a bit more like my old self. Today I did BM2 UB premix (minus the abs). Short and sweet.
Getting through the times that remind me (and family) of Maddy are tough as her presence is missed. I know it was best for her to go (as was evident as I read the last couple weeks of checkins). Although I KNOW it was best, I still miss her so much. The heart is having a hard time accepting what the brain knows, just like it was hard for the brain to put her to sleep even though my gut knew (again, rereading my posts and hindsight is so obvious). So, today, I've decided I"m going to go buy me some new jeans (my size 6 is a bit snug for wearing 8 hrs a day at work) and some new summery shoes for work too. If I get the shoes I'll have to post a pic later.
Does anyone have any big plans for the coming weekend? DH's sister's family is visiting on Saturday --- haven't seen her in years --- I just hope I can get a smile on my face before then----
Take care all, and have a good monday
Getting through the times that remind me (and family) of Maddy are tough as her presence is missed. I know it was best for her to go (as was evident as I read the last couple weeks of checkins). Although I KNOW it was best, I still miss her so much. The heart is having a hard time accepting what the brain knows, just like it was hard for the brain to put her to sleep even though my gut knew (again, rereading my posts and hindsight is so obvious). So, today, I've decided I"m going to go buy me some new jeans (my size 6 is a bit snug for wearing 8 hrs a day at work) and some new summery shoes for work too. If I get the shoes I'll have to post a pic later.
Does anyone have any big plans for the coming weekend? DH's sister's family is visiting on Saturday --- haven't seen her in years --- I just hope I can get a smile on my face before then----
Take care all, and have a good monday