Week of Mar 9-14 TTC/Miscarriage Support

I've also decided that if this pregnancy doesn't work out then I'm done trying. I didn't think getting shots everyday would be a big deal but I hate it and when I'm already nauseaus(?) the last thing I want is a needle stuck into my belly. That and the worry. I don't want to think of names, know the sex or do anything to get prepared because I know what could happen and I don't want to get any more "attached" than need be. I hope that makes sense but I'm really struggling and now I'm even wondering what I was thinking to do this again. The enjoyment and naiveness that I had when I was pregnant with my DD is gone. Maybe it's the hormones just making me crazy, who knows?

Susan - I know what you mean about exhaustion. In fact, last night my DH told me that he hopes the rest of the 9 months isn't like this one because I walk around like a zombie.

Jen - As you can see, I know what you mean about bittersweet feelings.

Bethany - I hope your OB has some answers for you.

Mel2 - I'm glad you decided to keep your journal and tests. I wish I would have now that I can see it from a different point of view. I hope you're doing well.

Hi Melanie and Autumn!

Priscilla - are you still out there?
 
Hi All!
Today was my best feeling day yet. I actually wanted my egg for breakfast! I walked 5 miles too. I did take a cat nap and it felt good.
Bethany-I was told I had PCOS and that is why I was put on the pill. I did try progesterone first etc, but nothing worked. AFter being on the pill the pcos was totally gone. And I got preg first try with DD. AFter I had dd I had regular periods ..I mean 28-30 day..never missed a month.
Wendy-I totally know what you are going through. I admit I am not excited about this pregnancy and have those .."why did I do this again" thoughts daily. I hope in given time I get happy, but right now I am just not. But I think that is to be exptected with our history. Sorry you are nauseous..its the worst!!!! keepy the sprite and crackers handy!
Jen-how are you feeling today?
Atumn thanks for us wanting to post here!!! Is Af over for you?
Melanie-how is work going?? When do you ovulate??
Mel 2=how are you doing?
Pricialla-hi!
 
That and the worry. I don't want to think of names, know the sex or do anything to get prepared because I know what could happen and I don't want to get any more "attached" than need be. I hope that makes sense but I'm really struggling and now I'm even wondering what I was thinking to do this again. The enjoyment and naiveness that I had when I was pregnant with my DD is gone. Maybe it's the hormones just making me crazy, who knows?
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I could have written every word when I was pregnant with DS. I admit b/c of my experience in OB and my sl. paranoid personality ;), I worried with my first, perfect, uneventful pregnancy. I worry until we get passed SIDS risk. :rolleyes: BUT, the m/c stole something from me. I feel guilty that I didn't have the same enthusiasm with DS that I had with DD. I love him and wanted him just as much as DD and can't imagine my life without him but my pregnancy sure had a different mood. :(

Susan ~ Of course I want you, Wendy, Jen, and the next member of our group to share your experience right here. Each milestone and day that passes is something each of us who has struggled can appreciate in a way others may not get - I remember feeling like I was holding my breath when I was pregnant with DS and each day I'd exhale a little sigh of relief that we made it one more day - not everyone gets it.

I think you are right - our history is a big factor when pregnancy finally happens.

AF finished her visit..... I'm not very good with charting right now..... I'm approaching fertility per my libido and the change in sensation (lubricative versus dry - sorry if that is TMI). I have textbook fertility signs too bad it doesn't correlate to textbook fertility. :(:)

I guess I should get off of here and go catch up on the news. Toodles!
 
Morning,
HOpe everyone is doing good today. I am a belly sleeper and last night was the first time I felt like something was in the way down there. After I had dd I remember how great it felt to lie on my belly again..ahhhh. I did not sleep well, so nap is on tap today at some point. Nothing too exciting going on today. I need to grocery shop but think I'll wait and make dh go with me tonight.
 
Hey everyone! I am feeling pretty good. This gas/constipation is killing me though! (sorry if TMI). My flat belly is gone because I am so bloated all of the time. Still no workouts, I have been super busy at work. Tonight is NKOTB! I am leaving work early to get some stuff done before meeting back with the girls. I am looking forward to it but on the other hand I am not because I am so exhausted by the end of the day.

Wendy- I understand where you are coming from. I feel sad that I am not excited yet because I don't want my little bean thinking I don't want him/her. I really want to enjoy my pregnancy though. I am hoping that after the first trimester things will change for me because this is my first.

Autumn- I agree that we all have struggled differently than others that have not been through what we have been through. Each night when I go to bed I thank God for getting through one day with no complications.

Susan- I still forget that I am pregnant sometimes. Yesterday was a super busy day for me to where I never really had a chance to even think about it. However, sometimes I think that is a good thing for me so I don't start obsessing.

Bethany- My dr started me on BC after being on the Depo for so long. When I came off the Depo shot, I did not have a period for 9 months. Once I started the BC, AF started immediately. However, after the BC my cycles were a little "screwy." I had short luteal phases for two months or so and then they lengthened themselves out. I think BC may help jump start AF but I suggest waiting a few cycles even after BC. I'm sorry if that is discouraging but I am glad I did wait a few cycles and started charting/temping so I could see what my body was really doing. Good luck!

Hi to Mel2, Melanie and Priscilla!

Jen

Hi to Mel2, Melanie, Priscilla!
 
HI everyone!!

Well, I am sOOO dissapointed on the new dermatologist I went to on Monday. I clearly stated in my medical history that I'm TTC. I guess she was so busy that she couldn't read it. As soon as she saw me she started asking if I have taken anything for the acne. I told her that in the past I've taken Acutane and..., when she suddenly interrupted me and said you may need a 2nd round of it.
Really? Did you read my medical history?? So frustrating
Anyways, after telling her, she said you can take erythromycin b/c is safe. It may be safe buit I'm still on the fence, I don't trust her. It was the first time I saw her and now I don't trust her. I may switch.

Mel, what do you think about erythromycin 400mg bid while TTC??

Jen, Susan and Wendy, I join the voice of everyone else, it wouldn't be the same here without you. I enjoy reading your posts and look at them as a learning experience with the hope of living it myself sometime ;)

Wendy, I know what you mean by being exhausted. Disney and any park just drain out the energy

Bethany, It's so frustrating when the signs are not as clear as we would like. Like I mentioned before, I'm charting my temps, and there are some inconsistencies that I don't understand at all. I think CM is easier and more reliable. I finally scheduled an app. with an OB-GYn for the 23rd.

Autumn, now that AF is gone, Let's keep the faith up for this month.

I got to do some cardio,

Love
 
Priscilla ~ Sorry you are disappointed with the new derm. You absolutely must be confident in your HCP.

Jen ~ How was NKOTB? Did you have a good time? I had a long Depo recovery too. One thing I want to mention about the pill, we don't acutally have menstrual cycles or periods on the pill. A true menstrual period follows ovulation. Rather than a period, it is withdrawal bleeding b/c the estrogen and progestin have been stopped. The hormones support the lining of the uterus, so once the hormones are stopped the lining sheds. Clear as mud, right?

So, does anyone visit the other Cathe forums? I find I am sorry everytime I venture off here and participate in another Cathe forum. :eek:
 
Boy am I pooped! NKOTB was tons of fun! That actually were great (more than I really expected) I took tons of pics! But my poor back and hips were killing me from standing the whole time! Then I only got 6 hours of sleep cause I was up early to do an MS walk for two friends of mine. Then I decided to clean my floors tonight too! I don't know where I got the energy but at least I got it all done. So needless to say, I am sitting on the couch with my feet up relaxing, typing on here.

Autumn-I don't typically visit any other of the Cathe forums. I may lurk and read but rarely post. Why do you regret it?

Hi to everyone else! Hope ya'll had a great Saturday!
 
Autumn, did u get into "trouble" venturing off to other forums? I once got into trouble on an open discussion. So much trouble, in fact, that Cathe support team "removed" the post!!!! Oops!!!

Lucy, CM checking is great but it is considered a secondary method b/c the results need to be interpertrated (okay I spelled that word really wrong, didn't I?). Basal temperatures are black & white and can be primary methods of ovulation prediction. As long as you are taking temps properly...your results can be more easily understood. Autumn, correct me if i'm wrong. Other primary test would be urine or OPTs. I find doing 2 tests at the same time is more conclusive.

Precilla, I"m sorry about your dermatologist too! My eldest son wore braces (orthodontics) for 2 years & had them removed. We still took him to orthodontist for "check ups" monthly. At my last one, the young dentist looked at me with a sparkling smile and said, "Yup, Jory is all set to have his braces put on!". I was sooooooo pissed!!!! I paid thousands for this teeth & felt scammed. We never went back for a follow-up.
 
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