Hi everyone
I am Lisa
I have suffered a severe loss 2 weeks ago february 6th My neice Christine 17 years old was killed in a car accident. She is my twin sisters daughter My sister was in Mexico and I was watching her children They live right next door I have helped her raise them since her divorce 10years ago. Our lives have stopped I am trying desperately to function but the grief is overwhelming I have 3 boys Adam Chris and Harry Chris is also 17 and he was not only Christines cousin but her best friend schoolmate and co worker. All of the boys thought of Christine as the sister they did not have She is the daughter I don't have. Ilive in MN the weather was bad that night when I heard of the accident I was so sure she just went n the ditch and would be fine. I called the police tolet them know I was her guardian and to be please give me some info on where I could go get her They tolm me the sargeant at the scene would call me The accident was not far from my house maybe 1 and a half miles I waited at home even thugh this was difficult. My son Chris and harry were there and also Taylor Christines brother and Quentin Christines boyfriend. I found out about the accident about 9:45 pm as I was getting up to go to work It was nbow about 11pm and I looked out the window and saw 2 polioce cars I ran outside They told me she was dead I screamed like never before I feared for the boys inside how to tell them I could not bare the thought of calling my sister to tell her evry Mothers worst nightmare.Somehow these things happened I have no recollection how But what now? I am back at work tonite for the first time It si 2a.m. I have not logged on to the forums since that day I really have not done much of anything except wonder how we will get through this I need to be strong for my sister and our children We have a wonderful close family And many friends but the pain is so great If you could all say aprayer.
Thank you
Lisa
I am Lisa
I have suffered a severe loss 2 weeks ago february 6th My neice Christine 17 years old was killed in a car accident. She is my twin sisters daughter My sister was in Mexico and I was watching her children They live right next door I have helped her raise them since her divorce 10years ago. Our lives have stopped I am trying desperately to function but the grief is overwhelming I have 3 boys Adam Chris and Harry Chris is also 17 and he was not only Christines cousin but her best friend schoolmate and co worker. All of the boys thought of Christine as the sister they did not have She is the daughter I don't have. Ilive in MN the weather was bad that night when I heard of the accident I was so sure she just went n the ditch and would be fine. I called the police tolet them know I was her guardian and to be please give me some info on where I could go get her They tolm me the sargeant at the scene would call me The accident was not far from my house maybe 1 and a half miles I waited at home even thugh this was difficult. My son Chris and harry were there and also Taylor Christines brother and Quentin Christines boyfriend. I found out about the accident about 9:45 pm as I was getting up to go to work It was nbow about 11pm and I looked out the window and saw 2 polioce cars I ran outside They told me she was dead I screamed like never before I feared for the boys inside how to tell them I could not bare the thought of calling my sister to tell her evry Mothers worst nightmare.Somehow these things happened I have no recollection how But what now? I am back at work tonite for the first time It si 2a.m. I have not logged on to the forums since that day I really have not done much of anything except wonder how we will get through this I need to be strong for my sister and our children We have a wonderful close family And many friends but the pain is so great If you could all say aprayer.
Thank you
Lisa
