Marla, let me call you Marla, since I know your from the pictures of the road trip this past July 15, those who stay home, had our little virtual road trip here in the forum, thing is, we couldnt wait till you were back, and show us all about it, well, after seing the first pics and then the comments of all the road trippers, I got to know almost everyone, do you think I could sleep the last 4 days? I just think about the fun you guys had, and I didnt even go, so don't feel bad if you feel the way you feel, enjoy it!!! after all you were in a great event, If I who didnt go couldnt sleep thinking what would've have been to be in the set where Cathe does her videos, take pictures with her and the amazing crew, just thinking about it all day long, whatever I am doing I am in a trance thinking: "next year I am going" unless lighthing strikes me, imagen how would it be if I was there, so I needed to stop myself because I thought I was obsessed, so I didnt come to the forums for a whole day, today, I couldnt resist myself and I am back to hear your comment, which remind me, DO NOT FEEL BAD, you have a life, you had a lot of fun with a fun group, just go with time, little by little you will cool off! meanwhile keep obssesing! LOL