I'M HERE!!! I'M HERE!!!
Nice to "hear" from you guys. I admit, I have been on hiatus from Cathe. No suprise really to some of you I am sure. But......I did start school and am having some massive anxiety that I am dealing with (therapy and meds) but what do you expect in nursing school, right? I have been getting good grades in my classes. Check-offs on skills is extremely nerve racking, but I keep telling myself not just for me...for everyone. I quit my job last Friday and now I am wondering if I did the right thing (no suprise there either, LOL). But, my husband and I are getting to spend more time together which feels absolutely AWESOME! after so much time without ever seeing each other (totally conflicting schedules). I've gotten a call from a local hospital for an interview in an on-call position in admitting, and because it would be minimal hours, I may look into that. If not, there are job fairs here in the near future where I can look for employment more suited to the direction in which I am heading.
So.............it is all a big experiment for me right now! So thrilling yet very scary. But, you are only young once right?? Now is the time...
Exercise-wise, well.........I am trying. Next week I start aerobics at the college, I registered for that and the Fitness Center, hoping that I can "get out there" more. I know I need exercise, now more than ever. I am seeing a therapist and have been put on some medication that so far I am only seeing the side effects of and no real difference. Well, only negative: I am so freaking drowsy!!. But, as some of you know, antidepressants can take time to work so I am hanging on for dear life. So to speak. LOL. Can be a sucky ride though...
Thank you Allison, Clare, Candi, Marla and everyone else for thinking of me. It put a BIG SMILE on my face!!

I check back here ever so often, but with nursing school now I don't have much time for anything else (atleast until last Friday )
If any of you ever want to talk feel free to email me personally at
[email protected]. Because of school, I check that everyday. Allison...best of luck to you in school!! What Block are you in now?
Take care guys, you are the best!!
;-) :7