Hi everyone,
I have been working out for 5 years, and been a runner for 3. I started with Cathe tapes about 2 years ago. I also endured an eating disorder too that I have overcome. During that time, I developed 2 stress fractures and couldn't do high-impact for 8 months. During this time, I put on a lot of weight, granted I needed to put on some, but not so much. I did gain a lot of muscle, but also some stubborn fat. I wear a size 8 and I am 5'7". I am more comfortable in a 4, but I would be happy with a size 6. The working out part is not a problem for me, it is the eating. I deprived myself of almost all food for 3 years, and now I forgot how much I love deserts and nuts. I tell myself that I deserve to eat them because I didn't for so long. Well, I am fed up with what it has done to my body, yet I don't want to fall back with the anorexia either. I still see a counselar and everyone comments on how much better I look now, but I still would like to drop at least 10 lbs. If any of you can give me some sort of advice about clean eating or fitting in the deserts and still lose weight, I am all ears. I am literally afraid of dieting because I do fall into the habit of obsessing over every morsel. I don't want to go back to that destructive path. I delt with anorexia and in high school and early adult hood. I really want a healthier attitude about food. Now if I eat desert I think as long as I am not thinking about it, I'm really not eating it, if that makes sense. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Christine
I have been working out for 5 years, and been a runner for 3. I started with Cathe tapes about 2 years ago. I also endured an eating disorder too that I have overcome. During that time, I developed 2 stress fractures and couldn't do high-impact for 8 months. During this time, I put on a lot of weight, granted I needed to put on some, but not so much. I did gain a lot of muscle, but also some stubborn fat. I wear a size 8 and I am 5'7". I am more comfortable in a 4, but I would be happy with a size 6. The working out part is not a problem for me, it is the eating. I deprived myself of almost all food for 3 years, and now I forgot how much I love deserts and nuts. I tell myself that I deserve to eat them because I didn't for so long. Well, I am fed up with what it has done to my body, yet I don't want to fall back with the anorexia either. I still see a counselar and everyone comments on how much better I look now, but I still would like to drop at least 10 lbs. If any of you can give me some sort of advice about clean eating or fitting in the deserts and still lose weight, I am all ears. I am literally afraid of dieting because I do fall into the habit of obsessing over every morsel. I don't want to go back to that destructive path. I delt with anorexia and in high school and early adult hood. I really want a healthier attitude about food. Now if I eat desert I think as long as I am not thinking about it, I'm really not eating it, if that makes sense. Any advice or support would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Christine