pwmatt
Cathlete
Oh Heather, it makes me sad that you are so upset with yourself. Try to focus on what you have accomplished! You are a person, not a machine, so you can't live life the same exact way everyday. You will have your highs and lows and the challenge is to learn how to deal with it. Have you tried journaling? You have a wonderful way of writing. Maybe you could channel that to help yourself? You always have us here to bounce ideas of of. I'm sure that things will improve for you.
Phyllis
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Phyllis
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