I finally went out o my blind date and it wasn't so bad afterall. He doesn't exercise, but would consider going hiking with me if I gave him a little push. I would love to have a boyfriend that is willing to diet and exercise with me. Two heads are better than one. Having someone who appreciates the way you look now and looks forward to the way you want to be. I need to lose 25 lbs. But, he likes me the way that I am! He also needs to lose weight, but it turns out the inside of this guy is pretty ok. Or at least for now. Who knows when the monster may come out of the closet. Look at Rihanna and Chris Brown. What a creep. Beating up on a woman like that. I have words to say about a man like that but I'm a lady and won't put them down on paper. You know what I mean. anyways, I hope my second date is better than the first. I just want to be myself. Plump and pretty. I'm still working on the plump part with cathe's dvd's and SLim in 6 dvd's. Hopefully by the summer I will have lost the 25 lbs.