OK I survived!!!
First I will tell you about the party...It was great fun. A friend and I sang...I mean yelled karaoke all night and danced to songs and just blew off some steam. I did not know most of the people there so I don't have to worry about making a fool of myself. I think they all thought I was drunk out of my mind but nope...totally sober

. As for my poor GF, well I think she might be feeling poorly this morning

. We did not get home or in bed till about 3am and I was up by 7:30...I just can never sleep in. Terrible. So today was thankfully a rest day for me because I would probably not be too coordinated.
Next week we are starting anew job and if it is ready we might be working a lot of hours so I will be in and out again...but I will try to at least pop in and say hello.
As soon as DH gets up...lucky sleeper...I am going to get some pics posted so yall can see us in all our glory!
I want to thank yall for listening and all of your kind words. It is a really complicated situation and I am sure it is only going to get worse from here on out and it is nice to just get it out once in a while instead of just pretending it is not happening.
Cendrine-I do not know how you do it. I mean the struggling with the family issues and then trying to not have the same things repeat in you family. I think this is one of the reasons why I have not had children. I just think I would have a hard time breaking this cycle. I think it is great that you recognize the problems and are trying not to repeat them.
Yes the paternal grand parents are raising the baby right now. They are going to find out next week if they get to continue full custody. They have help because they live in a pretty big house so their daughter and grand daughter live there too. So there is plenty of love in that house for him. I hate to say it, because it is my sisters baby but I hope the Grand parents do get him.
Now I am dying to hear about lunch with JO!
Kim-How is your three day weekend? Did you take off after finishing CLX? When are you going to start Insanity?
Thank you too for helping me keep my chin up. There is a mediator involved due to the situation being complicated by my sister and her husbands disabilties...but that is not going very well. You would just have to know my sis and her husband. I wish that in situations like these the state would step in because since they are legally considered their own guardians, they are allowed to make their own decisions. In doing that though, they are potentially ruining so many lives.
OK guys. I do promise you pics just a little later.
I am going to go throw some black beans on. I am going to clean out my fridge. They are going to have everything but the kitchen sink in them. I will let you know what happens...It will be a first.
Rachel