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Cathlete
I'm sitting here slack-jawed Sandra.
I was just about to post that although I KNOW it's hard not to think about it, no one, and I mean NO ONE is going to be paying attention to what you look like at the event. Everyone there is single-mindedly thinking about themselves and how they are doing, or how much fun they are having, or whatever. No one is looking around thinking "she really should have rethought that outfit." I *promise* you that. And there will be folks of all shapes and sizes there, and those shapes and sizes will surprise you. The uber looking fit ones that you'll see lining up at the start? Some of them, you will beat. And the ones you see at the start and make a mental note (that you won't likely be proud of) that at least, clearly, you won't come in last because you are in WAY better shape than they are? Yeah, some of them will smoke you.
But I decided to check out your blog first. And I looked at the pics. So I'm changing my comments. Some people MIGHT be looking at you during the race. And those people are going to be thinking: "Holy cow, that chick is in GREAT shape! I wonder how she got those arms/abs/legs?"
You should be SO VERY PROUD of yourself. You are accomplishing so much - incredible, incredible, incredible. A little loose skin, that seriously, likely only you actually notice? It's time to let that go and forget about it for good! You are about to become a TRIATHLETE! How cool does that sound???????
Wow, I'm blushing