Roxie - Please don't give up on yourself. It takes time and commitment to get to goal weights. Let me ask you this, have you ever looked into Weight Watchers? You might want to check it out. It helped me a lot to learn how to eat, what to eat, how much to eat, etc. And it kind of takes the stress of counting calories and such out of the equation. You may find it as easy to follow as I did and I had great success with it.
You are seeing results. You will see more. You just have to keep going. I know it's frustrating. Right now I'm batteling with 5 extra pounds I need to get rid of. It won't go away for anything and it's really getting me down. But I refuse to give in. I keep fighting the good fight and you should too. Please keep your motivation going. Don't let pictures get you down. I don't think there is one picture I've seen of myself that I've liked. Ever. We are all hard on our own bodies and images. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and get in there and do a kick ass workout today!!! Ok?