Dr. Rapid Breath is in session
<in a ridiculous German accent> It would appear you have repressed fears of never meeting Ms. Cathe in person and that she is forever behind a veil of technology which causes you to be removed, and you fall through a step which is weak in the middle - representing your sense of self of course- and never being quite up to par because your life is always harder than it should be which is represented by the ridiculous number of risers and a sense of difficulty.
My prescription is that you attend the next RT and reinforce that Ms. Cathe is a real person. When you are there, take a little video on your phone (I assume you got that) and watch it when you need a boost in self confidence.
Also, every time you feel overwhelmed in life stamp your feet on the ground, scrunch up your eyes and say, "I am a real Cathelete! I am I am I am!" This will help your inner child know that she is part of the real world.
Ridiculous accent aside, I really think that my prescription might help. Also, often our mentors seem out of reach and I can think of no greater mentor to us (you me and the other Cathletes) than Cathe. Also, it could just be anxiety and what your body conjured up as stress was a step that falls apart, a step workout thats too hard, leg presses (ouchie my butt/legs) and that you don't get to go to the RT. Thats enough to make any Cathelete freak out
I hope that helps.
