crazystepr
Cathlete
Thank you all for your kind responses and support about my participating in the duathalon yesterday. Unfortunately, today I am so depressed that it's over and not feeling well at all.
The high I got from the race (both during and after) was unbelievable. I felt like I could tackle anything. Plus, the commaraderie (sp?) among the people who participated yesterday was amazing.
I was up all night last night feeling horribly nauseous. I have a debilitating migraine today and my shoulders and calves hurt so bad I can barely walk or turn my head. I think during the bike part of the race I had my shoulders hunched really high the entire time. I caught myself doing it at some points during the race but I guess I did it more than I thought.
I stayed home from work today and ended up sleeping until 12:30pm!! UGH! I HATE doing that. So I'm here in my apartment alone wallowing in my own self pity, loneliness, and depression. What is wrong with me? I just want to cry. I keep looking at my race number that is sitting on my kitchen counter and get this horrible feeling in my stomach that it's all over. Yesterday was such a great day. It's so hard getting back into the swing of things today.
I just wanted to talk I guess--that's why I'm posting this. I haven't actually spoken to anyone today (other than my boss this morning when I called her to let her know I couldn't come in). I feel so isolated and sad. I know I should workout (I'm following Cathe's May rotatioin) but just don't have the motivation. I have a load of laundry sitting in the dryer that for some reason I just can't get myself to get up and fold. Ugh.
Anyway, thanks for listening. I feel like you guys are the only ones who'll understand.
Allison
http://www.picturetrail.com/allisonj90
The high I got from the race (both during and after) was unbelievable. I felt like I could tackle anything. Plus, the commaraderie (sp?) among the people who participated yesterday was amazing.
I was up all night last night feeling horribly nauseous. I have a debilitating migraine today and my shoulders and calves hurt so bad I can barely walk or turn my head. I think during the bike part of the race I had my shoulders hunched really high the entire time. I caught myself doing it at some points during the race but I guess I did it more than I thought.
I stayed home from work today and ended up sleeping until 12:30pm!! UGH! I HATE doing that. So I'm here in my apartment alone wallowing in my own self pity, loneliness, and depression. What is wrong with me? I just want to cry. I keep looking at my race number that is sitting on my kitchen counter and get this horrible feeling in my stomach that it's all over. Yesterday was such a great day. It's so hard getting back into the swing of things today.
I just wanted to talk I guess--that's why I'm posting this. I haven't actually spoken to anyone today (other than my boss this morning when I called her to let her know I couldn't come in). I feel so isolated and sad. I know I should workout (I'm following Cathe's May rotatioin) but just don't have the motivation. I have a load of laundry sitting in the dryer that for some reason I just can't get myself to get up and fold. Ugh.
Anyway, thanks for listening. I feel like you guys are the only ones who'll understand.
Allison
http://www.picturetrail.com/allisonj90