Whenever I'm terrified of a video, I make it a point to do it often until it doesn't scare me anymore and it becomes an old friend like the rest of them.
However, as soon as I take it out of my rotation and I'm away from a video for awhile, I'm right back to being afraid of doing it again.
I think if you just get up and shake hands with that video once or twice a week for a month, modify as needed, you'll come to love it and not fear it. Kath