Thanks, everybody! And thanks for the PMs. You all are the B.E.S.T.
Thanks to these boards, I've met some of my dearest friends. I've 'met' so many others that offer unending support and compassion, not to mention the advice and knowledge you all bring.
I've been dealing with a lot these last 2 months or so. Kids, school, work, boyfriend, house and yard, my parents and my mom's cancer. And next week is the 4 year mark of DH's passing. It's all building up and sometimes, it's just so much for one person to handle. But I'm handling it best I can...and that's all I can do.
On the bright side, I sat down last night after posting this request. I worked up my workout for this AM and when I woke up at 4:45 this morning, I felt like a whole new person. Like that black cloud has lifted and gone elsewhere. I'll take it!
THANKS everybody! I'm going to make a concerted effort to stay present on the boards for a while, as that really helps to keep my focus!
Gayle