Hey Gang, so good to hear from ya'll...and such wonderful suggestions!
Hollycat - I'm interested in that cookbook. The reviews on amazon are very good. What are some of you favorite recipes from there?
francosmom and prfitness - It's so interesting how you both mention getting back to moderation and losing some of the fear of some foods. That was how I felt too. I did gain weight from my early excesses, but it is now coming off without dieting. I just eat what makes me feel good and things seem to be fine. Like you said, the excesses of junk food or even of any kind of food just don't feel good. If I truly listen to myself then it works out...but that brings me to another wise woman's comments...
likes2bfit - Pamela Peeke sounds wise. I am thinking more and more that it really is all about stress management. For me I think it's really about not abusing food when stressed, in pain, or for enjoyment. I found that the silliest things help - keeping my apartment clean and neat, decorating, reading, resting more during the day, a haircut, and almost daily exercise.
jillybean - I'm prayin' for ya every day girl! Ditto what Hollycat said - HANG IN THERE! Read that book again. Find some tricks that work for you. You can do it!