Just another word of encouragement to start small and keep going. I'll bet if you just do a little every day, you will feel physically and psychologically better.
Please come and join us on the expecting moms thread, where we check in weekly (and sometimes more often).
Also, to encourage you, I was once a very fit person and then I got pregnant with our 4th child. There were some problems diagnosed before birth and out of fear I quit exercising and ate everything in sight. I gained 80 lbs
and became truly obese for the first time of my life. I felt like an old woman. Because our baby had numerous problems, I did not begin a workout routine post partum. I was still 30 lbs overweight by the time we discovered we were pregnant with baby #5.
I had started working out with Cathe (waaaayyyy modified) about a month before knowing that I was pregnant with number 5, but I continued to workout 5-6 days a week throughout the pregnancy. I was still heavy post partum, but inspired to lose the weight.
I know this is getting wordy. Anyway, between 2 weeks post partum when I weighed myself for the first time after giving birth and the beginning of pregnancy #6, I'd gone from an 18 to a size 6 and lost 43 lbs. I also felt great and hardly had to modify any of Cathe's workouts at all.
Anyway, I know I'll have a bit (or more) to lose post partum, but one step at a time, I will do it again.
Sorry to ramble on--just start small and start somewhere and keep going!
take care
Maggie