spyrosmom
Cathlete
Hi!! Everyone here seems so helpful, and I was wondering if anyone else has gone thru this. I'm 28, married and have a 5 yr old son. I've been exercising on a regular basis for about 3 - 31/2 yrs now, with Cathe for maybe 7-8 months. I had knee srugery at the end of August and Dr released me back to full activity at the end of Sept, with minimal high impact and "if it hurts, don't do it." For that month, I was pretty much only able to ride a bike and walk the dog. (My dog is looking a little skinnier these days) Now that I'm allowed to be back to normal, I just don't FEEL like it. Everything seems so hard. 10 lb wts are killing me?!?!? I don't know if it's lack of exercise that did it or stress at work or what. I work 50-60 hrs a week at a fairly high stress job, and my immediate counterpart is driving me batty bc he's lazy as all get-out so I'm doing the work of about 3 or 4 people instead of just me. I run around all day like a chicken with my head cut off. By the time I get home, I am pooped - mentally more than physically. My hubby, thank goodness, does a lot of the cooking and housework when he gets hom and is wonderfull with our son. I don't know what's up. My get up and go has done the proverbial got up and went. It used to be if I didn't feel like excerszing, but the time got thru the warmup I was ready to go and could breeze thru it. Now I'm fighting like crazy to stay on my feet. Cathe says jump, and my legs are like "excuse me??" I would think a good nights sleep or a nap would help, but I can't sleep?!?! My body just feels tired, and I would think after a month's rest I'd be good to go. In fact, I couldn't wait to get back to it. Now, I would like to curl up with a blanket and the remote and stare at the TV, I'm even too tired to read a book. In the past excersize has always giving me more energy. THe only thing I can think is that my body is still trying to finish up healing my knee and putting all the energy that way, or work is driving me up the wall mentally and draining it all. Or a combo of the 2. Anybody else had this problem? How do I do fix it? I've had it happend before, but just a tired day or 2. Going into 3 or 4 wks now, and I'm going nuts. The only other thing I can think of to go with it, is I've lost about 5 lbs w/ out trying (I normally gain weight LOOKING at food) and I am hungry (mmm... peanut butter) and thirsty all the time, but I rarely have to pee. If I don't eat I get all shaky and light headed. Where I'm at now, I feel like I shouldn't even be driving in my car, I feel like an accident waiting to happen. All sort of med probs run in my family, cancer, heart, diabetes, and my Hubby says I should see the Dr, and he's probably right. I really like my Dr, and never any probs with her, but I feel like she's going to say "well, you work a million hrs, you have a 5 year old, you never get to sit donw, of course your tired" Or maybe I'm just scared its something worse. I know I need to move and I can't sit like a lump all day on the weekends, I force my self during the week (Venti black from Starbucks is my friend), which isn't any better. I know this is long and drawn out, but have any of you been thru this, and how did you get past it? Thanks so much