Jasmin416
Cathlete
Lately I have just been so miserable that I must cry like 4 days/week. I'm 36 and so stuck in a rut. I have been living with my parents since July and I'm basically stuck here because I have so much debt to pay off and I need to get it done before I'm 40 and that's about how long it will probably take. On top of that I can't find a decent guy to save my life. Its embarrassing everytime I even meet someone to have to say that I'm living at home. And, I have at least 15 pounds to lose to be where I want to be and I've been trying to no avail. The only way I will probably be able to do it is to stick to a 1200 calorie diet straight through the week. I would say that I'm doing 1500 all week with a little more on the weekends. I think I will be hungry all the time with 1200. I want to quit smoking too since I could really use the $200 a month I spend on them among other good reasons to quit. Can't seem to accomplish that right now either. Sorry, just venting since I don't have the money for a therapist right now...lol. Blech!