Feeling down today (this week)

[JT]

Thought I would share because I've read many posts where others have told their story here.
First of all, I have been unemployed due to a layoff since July 1st. I am grateful for the doors of opportunity that opened up recently but I have not interviewed yet. Fortunately, I have a decent severance package and left a good terms from my former employer.

Second, it's been about 6 or more years since I've been in a serious relationship or dating even. Right after I purchased my home, my niece/nephews were diagnosed with a terminal illness resulting in many hospitals in several States. Then, my Dad got cancer and survived. Finally, two years of college for MBA when I knew it was safe that everyone would remain healthy

Third, I am turning 50 in about 5 months. Call it mid-life crisis. I have faith that it is no accident that all of this is happening at once. On "The Doctors," they were discussing dreams and healthy living. Mine have been consistently new job and a new man in another city. I went to my parent's home for a large festival in this part of the country. Many of my former schoolmates/classmates all have someone plus reading about everyone's relationships on FB as well.

Thanks for taking time to read this. I'm sure my positive energy will be back but this week has been a downer.


JT

 

[DirtDiva]

JT... I was thinking about you last week, wondering if you were interviewing yet. Even if people are silent, they are probably still thinking about what you wrote here, just not knowing what input would help. I went through a huge upheaval a few years back which permanently changed my sense of security. I also had those dreams, and I still do from time to time. Mostly about losing the house and not being able to provide for my kids. You will get through this, you must keep thinking positively on that. I'm a huge believer that what you think and want and pursue becomes reality. I wish you the very best of luck.

 

[Stephanie0523]

I don't have any words of wisdom, just wanted to let you know I'm sorry for what you're going through. Hang in there. God has a plan for you. (((Hugs)))

 

[aveggiegirl]

JT... . Even if people are silent, they are probably still thinking about what you wrote here, just not knowing what input would help. QUOTE]


Sending you a big hug.

 

[pjlippert]

(((((Big hugs)))))), JT!! I'm very sorry you are going through such an incredibly rough patch. During out insanely difficult period (several years) I just continued to pray and reach out to my support system.

You are wise to post here where the support & encouragement flows! Keep visualizing positive changes. I also picked up The Secret again and re-read it and started writing out my ideal life. Things have started to turn around at last! I pray the same for you!

Hugs,
Pam

 

[JT]

Thank you for your thoughts and prayers today. Today, from speaking to a friend, I heard about a job fair. Even though, I wasn't as prepared as I should've been, it turned out quite well. Expecting to hear next week from one company.

 

[maddiesmum]

JT:

tried to send you a pm. It was too long! Had to break it into 4 sections. Read them in order of the time when they were sent, OK? That way, you can preserve the flow of thought.

Thinking of you,

Clare

 

[JT]

Hi Clare,
I posted a message to yours. Thanks for getting a hold of me.


JT

 

[maddiesmum]

I got it JT, thanks! Hope you are keeping your chin up. Has the humidity setled down over there in Grand Rapids? Last week was just horrendous. Two days ago I felt my sanity being restored as it was so delightfully cool at night. For my kids' sake, I hate to rush time away because then they are heading back to school, but I can't wait for those crisp nights in September. Maybe then I can sleep well again....drop me a line whenever you feel like a chat or a catch up.

Clare

 

[RapidBreath]

JT- How are you doing?

I completely feel your situation. I'm between jobs. I'm single. I live with my folks and my disabled brother. I've got 50 pounds to lose. I suffer from a lack of confidence. I also get tired and depressed from the whole thing some times. And this last week, I couldn't even spend time with my best friend because I fell up the stairs! bleh.

btw. . .my best friend is the road outside. People are great, but the road is always there for me.

 

[JT]

Yes, I plan to do some road therapy today. My cats and my friends support me but I rely on the road too. I've been tired and depressed at times too then I work to control it so I can get out. Thinking positive that this time being a test of my Faith will be short-lived chapter.