My only trouble right now is the pain meds.
Some strong stuff. I was a druggie/alcoholic as a teenager/twenties and went clean. 20 + years now.
I know I need the stuff to get better, I don't want to take it though. It's a 4 - 6 hour repeat cycle, I push it to 7 and of course feel miserable each cycle. But I don't want to get hooked. I exercise, I'm addicted to "pain"
My family, friends are doing a great job keeping me up. My Boy Scout troop is making sure I get to the meetings since I can't drive. Their card really touched me.
I thank my friends on this board, I'm down to a few social outlets.
Dave