Why I am reconsidering the marathon:
I don't want to do it because the training is going to be grueling and time consuming and I just don't think I have the fortitude to go through with it right now.
I don't want to do it because my weight gain is continuing on a slow and steady path upwards. I HAVE TO GET IT UNDER CONTROL! Running a lot is obviously not helping and my mileage is only going to increase from here on out! That being said, I am afraid that will not be possible while I am training for a marathon. I would hate to cross the marathon finish line weighing MORE then I do now. That would be a total buzz-kill and put a negative spin on the experience. I don't want that.
I don't want to do it because I don't feel I will be properly prepared to cross that finish line in the manner that I want to with only 2-3 months of real training under my belt. Sure, I could walk most of it but that's not what I was signing on for and I won't do it if I think that will be the outcome.
Had I realized that TNT starts training so late I might have gotten a jump on it myself sooner and maybe I'd feel differently right now.
I want to do it because it's a goal of mine as a runner that I would love to be able to put in my pocket and carry with me the rest of my life as I KNOW it'll be the toughest thing I've ever done in my life as far as a physical challenge goes.
I want to do it in memory of my dad. I want to be a part of TNT so that I can help raise money to find a cure for non-hodgkins lymphoma which is what took my dad from us just a week shy of his 55th Birthday.
All of that being said, I am not giving up on the idea of a marathon completely. I am just seriously considering holding off on it for a while....
In addition...before I logged on to the forums I shot an email to shopcathe to cancel my
STS pre-order *gasp*....It has nothing to do with SNM and how they handled the pre-orders, etc. It was what I wanted when it was announced but it's just not anymore. I can't honestly say that I am just not excited for it to be released. I'd rather use the money on something else for now and if I find I really want it down the line then I'll be willing to fork out the cash for it at that time. I am not willing to let it sit on my shelf and collect dust like so much of my work out collection currently does.
