Hi Tammy and Carmen,
DH coming home today, mixed feelings here. I don't know if he is going back to work, applying for disability, nothing. He hasn't been very talkative on the phone, so I really don't know what to expect. He is anxious to get home, but I don't know what kind of attitude to expect - depression, elation, fuzzy from meds????? I am so out of the loop on this, I haven't been able to get to that hospital other than last weekend, so now I really feel nervous about all this.
Of course it doesn't help that his Mother is driving me crazy. Every time he has been hospitalized she does the same thing - tells the family how great I am in all this, blah blah, and then treats me like crap. Oh, and she shows up at the hospital every single day, and my DH is going to be 50, for god's sake. She acts like she is doing this to help, but I think she is wack job. DH told her that he didn't like the fact that I couldn't be there, so she said she would be a "substitute". EWWWWW!
Oh, and did I also mention that if I go to see him, she shows up? Needless to say this is another albatross that I really don't need right now...
Before he went in, DH was totally supportive of my feelings, but he tells me today that he is all good with it now. WTH???? I told him I wasn't, and I wasn't even going to discuss this now, as he doesn't know half the crap she pulls and would go ballistic if he did. I have let all this slide for quite a few years, and I have seen the mental abuse that she has put him through since he was a child. I am no longer a quiet observer, I just can't be.
I really hope they have a prescription for me when I get there this morning....
Oh, I did work out though, my only moments of sanity in a crazy day.
I did Christi Cardio Collectibles Hi/lo, then SP 90 Chest and Back, and 100 crunches.
I think I am ready to tackle the fun now....
Thanks for letting me vent.
