Getting ready to do STS Meso3 SH/BI/TRI. My back between my shoulder blades started hurting again yesterday, didn't sleep well, feel blah, ipod froze up, gee what else can go wrong?
Jody, I laid awake last night trying to figure out what the problem is with my job, is it just the way I approach it? Came up with nothing. The work is boring and substandard (imagine getting requirements that say "I want something like x", you give them x, they come back, they really wanted x and y, you make changes, they come back, gee I really meant I wanted x, y, and z. Maybe I think too black and white (it's the programmer in me). I don't like the people, they have no personality and seriously, if you've been in the country for a decade you really should understand cultural differences! Environment---everyone too scared about losing their job so they just sit there with head down ALL DAY, easy to be scared when the manager that holds your fate sits 2 desks down. Then next cube over, you hear all day what you think is talking but you can't make a word because of the accents....mumbles. Add that this job has gotten devalued over the last decade because of 3rd world countries coming into the market accepting less pay, so lets hire 5 of them to one of US. Haven't seen raises in this industry for at least a decade, in fact I make less than I did 10 yrs ago. Forget that they can't communicate we don't communicate anyway. So, yesterday I was fed up with it all (ok I've been fed up), I have to sit by the @#$#@ printer and the @#$@#$ elevators, foreigner comes up says, Lisa, what is going on with the printer? I replied, I'm not the printer operator I have no idea. I wanted to say, just because I have to sit next to this noisy thing and put up with all the traffic doesn't mean I monitor it and am here to help you with printer issues, I DON'T EVEN PRINT ANYTHING! Ok, I think I'm pumped up to push some iron now, I should never have gotten started. And if pumping iron doesn't work I could just get mellow with smoking pot since it's legal here now, oh wait, companies are now doing random drug tests all because of pot being legalized. Who thought legalizing this was a good idea? Now I'm subject to more drug tests, thank you pot smokers.