Morning ladies - a long email here but I need support!
Lorisax, you skipped dessert!?! Oh, I'm envious of your willpower! Perhaps I'll try that tonight - I have a Christmas party tonight and I always just assume I'm going to eat desserts. I'm making meringue cookies, maybe that will be enough to satisfy!
Well ladies, after several days of doing well, I've had a couple of terrible days! The foods I've been eating haven't been awful (soy chips, granola bars) but just way over my points and not really hungry when I was eating them. And I went out last night and didn't worry at all about how many points were in the wine I continued to have. This is a really critical time for me - I get to this point in my attempts to lose weight, where I've lost some but am frustrated with how slowly its going, feel deprived, eat when I don't even want to, and throw in the towel. I knew it would come eventually and REALLY WANT TO PUSH THROUGH IT THIS TIME! I know that I've done fairly well up until now and its just not going to be a rapid thing, but it gets so frustrating! Any support would be great!
LoriSax, I've also been trying to figure out what to do about flexpoints and AP points. The 2 weeks where I was out of town and lost 2 pounds, I wasn't working out much and am sure I used all my flex points. When I try to eat all AP points and cling to flexpoints, it doesn't seem to work. My next strategy is to try not using AP points and be more lenient with my flex points. I think I do worse when I tell myself I can't go out or have a glass of wine in a desperate attempt to keep flex points - end up feeling deprived and using them anyway, and typically in a way that isn't enjoyable and only makes me more angry (and it doesn't help weight loss either!). I'm coming back to the fact that I'm trying to learn a way to eat for life, and not going out with friends on a Friday doesn't fit into my long term plans. (Boy, if there's one thing I'm exceptional at, its turning failures into learning experiences! I feel better after writing this email! (Sorry its so long!)
WILL do MIC today!