I'm glad to know I'm not the only one struggling. I'm not really nervous about meeting people though, it's more strange things like how much food should I pack? I'm local, so I don't have the added stress of flying. (If I had to fly I would have canceled, or probably not even signed up, that added stress would have totally put me over the edge
) I worry about if I'm going to have enough time to eat, or what if I get hungry and I can't eat because we have a picture or Cathe time, or something else scheduled at the exact time that I get hungry! I don't know why I am so worried about food. I am a migraine sufferer and lack of food can sometimes trigger an episode...maybe that's why.
I'm totally freaking out about my kids too. My 10 yr old has a baseball tournament this weekend, and I think about things like, are my parents going to dress him in the right Underarmor shirt and correct baseball pants? Or, what if he gets hurt at the game? Is he going to get enough food in him to play hours and hours of baseball (there's the food thing again!) My 9 yr old has the flu, what if he's not better by Friday? Can I leave a vomiting child? And the dog, who's going to walk the dog!?
These things rattle through my brain all night long like a crazy person!!
I will be so happy when Friday night is here, I can't even tell you all...that is if I don't totally wimp out and just cancel the whole thing! Thanks everyone for listening to my rant; I'm not usually one for publically expressing myself.
~amanda