Morning Ladies -
Not having a good morning. Couldn't sleep last night and I have to work 4:30 to 10:30 pm tonight. JOY! I did Amy Bento's new step DVD and was so frustrated. It's as hard to pick up as her first one, if not harder and I was so mad. I was actually not liking her this morning. I only enjoyed one athletic combo and other than that one, I had to sort of do my own thing cuz I was lost. The music wasn't that great either. Then, 45" into my workout, I jumped on the Rebounder cuz I was lost and my foot was hurting....so I figured I'd jump on there and watch the coreography and my freakin' Rebounder broke!! Springs came off and it collapsed with me on it! Then my DH went into a rage cuz I asked him to fix it and he was getting ready for work! Not a good morning. Finally quit trying to fix the Rebounder and my watch read 1 hour and 25 minutes!! I did check my calorie count at 40 minutes into the workout and it was at 515. After the fiasco with the Rebounder, I did part of that combo I liked and then cooled down and did Dharma Yoga 20".
Thanks for the kind words and understanding everyone. It means the World to me. I feel so alone and scared right now. It's TTOTM and stress is making this a really BAD month for that- if ya know what I mean. Probably TMI.
The thing about this job is that if I could have steady days M-F, I wouldn't mind it so much. I just really don't think I can get used to the scatterbrained schedule. I am very obessive and compulsive by nature and I do things on certain days.......and without my routine....I sort of come unglued. Sorry to whine and sound like a baby. I'm sure hormones are making me even crazier right now...and I've got this migraine still.
Jen - Yes, I planned on continuing to look for a medical job or other secretarial job with decent hours....but I've already been looking for almost a year, so I don't anticipate anything to happen quickly. I hope I start feeling better about my hair....and yes, I agree, I do like a shoulder length layered look, but my hair is way shorter than that......except for a teensy weensy layer that skims my neck. I hate it. Although when I was complaining to the DH, he said it looked better than it did (cuz it WAS lookig really shabby) and he HATES short hair......but maybe he just said that cuz he knows I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Yve - I doubt you're hair was as short as mine! I feel butchered. It's amazing how our hair can make us loose our confidence, etc. The same thing with having to wear my glasses versus contacts. I HATE my glasses, but I'm unable to see small print with my contacts in so I can't wear my contacts to work........and I feel extremely self conscious.
Hi to Kel and Christine if you ladies are around.
I did not have 1 piece of Halloween Candy yesterday! Had my fat free, sugar free fudge bar last night like a good girl.
Not having a good morning. Couldn't sleep last night and I have to work 4:30 to 10:30 pm tonight. JOY! I did Amy Bento's new step DVD and was so frustrated. It's as hard to pick up as her first one, if not harder and I was so mad. I was actually not liking her this morning. I only enjoyed one athletic combo and other than that one, I had to sort of do my own thing cuz I was lost. The music wasn't that great either. Then, 45" into my workout, I jumped on the Rebounder cuz I was lost and my foot was hurting....so I figured I'd jump on there and watch the coreography and my freakin' Rebounder broke!! Springs came off and it collapsed with me on it! Then my DH went into a rage cuz I asked him to fix it and he was getting ready for work! Not a good morning. Finally quit trying to fix the Rebounder and my watch read 1 hour and 25 minutes!! I did check my calorie count at 40 minutes into the workout and it was at 515. After the fiasco with the Rebounder, I did part of that combo I liked and then cooled down and did Dharma Yoga 20".
Thanks for the kind words and understanding everyone. It means the World to me. I feel so alone and scared right now. It's TTOTM and stress is making this a really BAD month for that- if ya know what I mean. Probably TMI.
The thing about this job is that if I could have steady days M-F, I wouldn't mind it so much. I just really don't think I can get used to the scatterbrained schedule. I am very obessive and compulsive by nature and I do things on certain days.......and without my routine....I sort of come unglued. Sorry to whine and sound like a baby. I'm sure hormones are making me even crazier right now...and I've got this migraine still.
Jen - Yes, I planned on continuing to look for a medical job or other secretarial job with decent hours....but I've already been looking for almost a year, so I don't anticipate anything to happen quickly. I hope I start feeling better about my hair....and yes, I agree, I do like a shoulder length layered look, but my hair is way shorter than that......except for a teensy weensy layer that skims my neck. I hate it. Although when I was complaining to the DH, he said it looked better than it did (cuz it WAS lookig really shabby) and he HATES short hair......but maybe he just said that cuz he knows I'm on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Yve - I doubt you're hair was as short as mine! I feel butchered. It's amazing how our hair can make us loose our confidence, etc. The same thing with having to wear my glasses versus contacts. I HATE my glasses, but I'm unable to see small print with my contacts in so I can't wear my contacts to work........and I feel extremely self conscious.
Hi to Kel and Christine if you ladies are around.
I did not have 1 piece of Halloween Candy yesterday! Had my fat free, sugar free fudge bar last night like a good girl.
