BelovedHeather
Cathlete
Reality check! I was thrilled last night because I made it through the Thanksgiving holiday without stuffing myself. I thought I had a good game plan. I decided to celebrate Thanksgiving for a week. The turkey breast was clean. I fixed it myself. I basted it with butter but did not eat the skin. The mashed potatoes were made with whole milk and butter (and not clean). I ate turkey and mashed potatoes 7 days in a row and pumpkin cheesecake 4 days in a row. I ate on a child’s plate (the size of a desert plate) and kept my portions very reasonable. Eating a small portion every day allowed me to approach the food with control. I did not stuff myself or binge. I was so proud of myself. I ate turkey breast, mashed potatoes, Hawaiian bread, and pickles for my Thanksgiving meal plus pumpkin cheesecake for desert. I did not eat a bite of the stuffing or the other Thanksgiving junk. I was careful not to eat anything that would cause an allergic reaction. My portion sizes were not out of control. My calories were not over the top. But I feel sluggish and drugged this morning. I have no energy. All my clothes are suddenly uncomfortably tight. I was feeling great earlier this week. I do not know when this happened, but I faced the music and stepped on the scale this morning. Eek! I stripped down to my birthday suit and tried again. It did not help! I gained 10 pounds this week! How on earth did that happen?! I did not consume enough calories to gain that much weight. I am not convinced that it takes 3,500 extra calories for my body to gain a pound. Eating more animal protein and fat always invites a visit from the fat fairy. This is so discouraging. I just want to cry. I weigh 220 pounds again and never imagined that I would be this fat again. I am 40 pounds below my top weight.
I am off to watch my Bible study video session and do my morning workout. Hopefully, Beth Moore and Cathe will encourage me or give me a kick in the butt.
Blessings,
Heather B.
“So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God” (1 Corinthians 10:31 NIV).
I am off to watch my Bible study video session and do my morning workout. Hopefully, Beth Moore and Cathe will encourage me or give me a kick in the butt.
Blessings,
Heather B.
“So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God” (1 Corinthians 10:31 NIV).