First of all. My Dad is supposed to have his self to self stem cell transplant next week. He is the 4th member in my family to get a transplant, the others had cells from other people for MLD. He beat bone cancer (Aggressive B Cell Lymphona) Brikatts disease. Now, this. I did lose a neice from complications from a stem cell transplant one year ago last November. She passed away at Cornell.
Anxiety is setting in.
Second. There is someone where I work, not a coworker, who's been flirting alot with me lately. I think he might be interested. Well, we had lunch on Valentines Day by running into each other and things turned a bit for the better even though we've been discussing relationships for a while yet. It even intrigued him more when I told him I will not date or get involved till my Dad is in the clear (most of the summer). It is nice to be noticed and get the attention of someone like that. Today, he was fun to run into. It would not be fair to him or myself to get involved at this time so I plan to keep my word. I tried dating when my neice was in the hospital and it was hard to do. We've known each other for years. My old question to him was "married, yet?" I always told him that he would go before me (getting married).
Third. Finances and careers. My car is old, my house needs work, and I would like earn more to do more with. Thank GOD, I have enough to take care of my debt and then some but not the majors. I would like to and need to do something different (mid life crisis) but the timing is once again an issue. I told myself to be positive and not worry about anything. That I am where GOD wants me for NOW. Thank GOD, I do have a good job.
Finally, inner ear infection has caused me not to workout plus the weird weather here is messing up my sinuses to it's difficult to have the motivation to do it. Easter Sunday will be a busy day for me so gearing up for that too is adding to things although it will be fun. Sudafed (purple) is my friend again this week.
Thanks for letting me unload.
JT
Anxiety is setting in.
Second. There is someone where I work, not a coworker, who's been flirting alot with me lately. I think he might be interested. Well, we had lunch on Valentines Day by running into each other and things turned a bit for the better even though we've been discussing relationships for a while yet. It even intrigued him more when I told him I will not date or get involved till my Dad is in the clear (most of the summer). It is nice to be noticed and get the attention of someone like that. Today, he was fun to run into. It would not be fair to him or myself to get involved at this time so I plan to keep my word. I tried dating when my neice was in the hospital and it was hard to do. We've known each other for years. My old question to him was "married, yet?" I always told him that he would go before me (getting married).
Third. Finances and careers. My car is old, my house needs work, and I would like earn more to do more with. Thank GOD, I have enough to take care of my debt and then some but not the majors. I would like to and need to do something different (mid life crisis) but the timing is once again an issue. I told myself to be positive and not worry about anything. That I am where GOD wants me for NOW. Thank GOD, I do have a good job.
Finally, inner ear infection has caused me not to workout plus the weird weather here is messing up my sinuses to it's difficult to have the motivation to do it. Easter Sunday will be a busy day for me so gearing up for that too is adding to things although it will be fun. Sudafed (purple) is my friend again this week.
Thanks for letting me unload.
JT
